Tomorrow morning is induction time. I have pushed as long as our medical system will allow me to go, and I’m grateful they are allowing me to attempt a much desired VBAC. For a VBAC, 41 weeks is my max, I’ve been told. I’ve tried all natural & suggested “remedies”. It’s bittersweet since I wanted this to be a totally non-medicated, natural birth, but if it just takes giving this body an oomph, I’ll take that over another cesarean any day. I’m trying to simply keep my eye on the prize of my baby girl in my arms at the end of it all, and the peace in my heart of simply resting in God’s mercy, His grace, His glory, & His plan…. albeit an unknown one.
I do have so much peace in my heart knowing that her birth day was not meant to be the 16th, which was the date I had originally scheduled a repeat C.
Please say a prayer & send me some lovely peaceful labor & birth vibes. I’ll have pics & an update as soon as I can!
Come on, baby!!!!!
