Date: 11/22/06
Time: 2:05 am
Posted to: life lessons - religion - sing to my soul - the blonde

“When God allows the breaking process to happen in a believer’s life, it can & will be a very dark time.
Picture Job: crying over the bodies of his dead children.
Picture Joseph: betrayed by his brothers for twenty dollars.
Picture Jesus: sweating in anguish over His fear, and God’s will.
So for every reader who is caught in between life & death, smiles & sorrow, you & Him….
Rejoice! For your rebirth is near.” ~ Kirk Franklin

I am being broken. I am ready for rebirth.

Spiritually, I have had a hardened heart from some life-shaking experiences. Opposite that, I have allowed my heart to become too tender & wounded by this world, when all my eyes should have been focused on, is Him. I am not as passionate as I one was. I am not as whole as I once was. I won’t go into details, as I feel this would only open myself to the fear of judgements.

I have been searching for happiness & answers. Of course, in the wrong places. Time & time again, recently, I have been slapped with God’s answers, loud & clear.

The following is taken from my notes from this past Sunday’s church service, at a new church (yet another answer to prayers):

Sermon title: God’s Final Answer Hebrews 1-2:2

-Jesus is the ULTIMATE mediator; God the Alpha & Omega, Creator & Sustainer.

-Jesus is CENTRAL in the lives of GROWING Christians.

-To marginalize Christ, is to minimize your spiritual growth.

For now, peace in my heart & in my life is more important that this blog. So much more is far more important that this blog. Making God central & being broken to be made new, is crucial. Being broken by Him, alone. This world I will no longer allow to break me, nor move me. “Nobody can make you feel inferior without your permission.” ~Eleanor Roosevelt.

So, for now, back-burner for the blog. But I’ll still be around to peek in on you, my lovies.

La pace sia con te,
OMM

*If you are here to see sweet pictures of Starlet, drop me an e-mail & I’ll let you know where to find them. Yet another area of my life, I am choosing to be more guarded about. I hope that you understand.